onegoodshot

Saturday, May 31, 2008 , 12:32 PM

Had np yesterday was pretty boring cuz everyone wasn't high and we got lectured and stuff like tat, bh and woon fui wanted to have a bbq or sumthing calling all the fuchun ppl to it and maybe we could go to the old fuchun pri sch to check out how things are lol but seriously lol i doubt i would wanna go in. nabils bro showed me and nabil an old banana tree in the old fuchun place and it had a scratch on it and on 1 of the leaves, it had SIX fingers lol. but i dont totally believe in ghosts, so i might be going in with em, boon hao was like wtf?! when he heard woon fuis idea.

went home feeling like shit yesterday, talked to gary on the phone, he tried to cheer me up but i guess it didn't really work, i was just too upset. thx anyways bro, after thinking bout all the things we've been through and stuff, i doubt id still be alive if it wasnt for u. eventually i guess i sorted things out everythings gonna be fine! =) Changed my blog song to walking disaster by sum 41

Sum 41
Walking Disaster

I haven't been home for a while
I'm sure everything's the same
Mom and Dad both in denial
An only child to take the blame
Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
Father's no name you deserve
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world

Never know what I've become
The king of all that's said and done
The forgotten son

This city's buried in defeat
I walk along these no name streets
Wave goodbye to all
As I fall...

At the dead end I begin
To burn the bridge of innocence
Satisfaction guaranteed
A pill-away catastrophe
On a mission nowhere bound
Inhibitions underground
A shallow grave I
Have dug all by myself

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me(You regret you made meIt's too late to save me)

(And he said)
As far as I can tell
It's just voices in my head
Am I talking to myself?
'Cause I don't know what I just said

(And she said)
Far is where I fell
Maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere
Is this as good as it gets?

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long goneI pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me(To save me, to save me, to save me...)
And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
I will be home in a while

You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world
I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world