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Monday, June 8, 2009
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7:01 PM
Hey everybody, I'm here, thinking about something. and its really been disturbing me, i just cant stand it anymore, I can't stand seeing you all worked up and sad and negative about everything around u, even as a friend. seriously. well im writing this blog on a girl, a very special girl indeed in anyway u see it. her names Alicia Khoo Hwee Ming, and u can call me stupid or anything but i dont give a shit. she is special alright? shes a great friend, a great person, shes caring, thoughtful and everything. and sure, she has some flaws here and there, but ask urself? doesnt everyone have their own flaws? think about it. if u dont like her then go fuck urselves, seriously. anyways, i just wanna clear things up, we both had a really special relationship and i treasure it dearly, we both made huge mistakes both during and after the relationship. most of you probably heard my side of the story, and back then, i was so screwed up and i was a bastard, yes, hate me for all you care. but u guys didnt hear her side of the story. and here it is. during the relationship, she did hurt me alot, seriously, she did do things she shouldnt have, but i too have my own fair share of mishaps, so heres wat i did, to EVERYONE whos doesnt noe about it, READ IT. i talked to this girl, i cant name who, but she was a friend, and i talked to her increasingly though i had no feelings for her wat so ever, i did get overly close to her ( i talked to her everynight and stuff) and I DIDNT TELL ALICIA, our relationship was rocky, but i should have, AND YES, I FUCKED UP. and to those ppl who r like "pfft tats not a big deal". well lets see how u feel if someone tat u loved alot did tat to u, and if u dont feel anything, UR NOT HUMAN OR UR DEAD INSIDE. I hurt her alot. i regret. im sorry, ive been saying it so much, but really i am. ppl say u only appreciate wat u got when its gone, and it does not exclude my case. im sorry, i screwed up big time. shes a changed person,to be honest if u get to know her (both last time and now) shes a fucknig nice person, shes even nicer now, i can garuntee u wouldnt mind being her friend. so stop hating her. we both did mistakes in our relationship. no ones at fault for anything. and if u guys cant find another replacement to hate, just hate me god dammit, i hurt her too! stop spamming her and like de moralising her okay? seriously. and alicia, just ignore wat they all say, and think more positively, u got all ur friends to back u up, and give everyone some time, i noe they'll change their mindsets about u. and even if they dont, dont give a fuck about them, they dont deserve it. seriously. ur not ugly, ur not a bitch, ur not anything they say. YOUR WAT U WANT URSELF TO BE, so dont bring urself down =] this is to everybody whos been spamming her blog and like hating her, FUCK YOU GUYS and fucking stop, u wanna spam stuff? spam my blog. spamming is a fking childish and mindless act anyways. this is wes here, peace out guys. |